Tuesday, January 10, 2012,12:19 AM
Level of intelligenceNow I'm beginning to wonder whether it was a big mistake to "force my way into this place". Ever since I received my olevels results, I should have known that my strong areas were the arts subjects. I was never a science student. But I still chose to continue the science route in my jc, just because everyone told me that I'll have more courses to choose when I enter into the university. My alevels results were a pretty good indicator of my "science knowledge". And now I'm continuing the same route againnnn...
It's not that I don't want to take a non-science related course in university... I was really keen on accountancy or some other HSS/FASS related courses. But sucky results cant get you into the desired courses. So you're left with all the unwanted courses which are easier to get in (aka dumping ground).
Was it because I was too distracted before the exams? Was it because I didn't have enough time to study? Was it because I slacked too much in the beginning? I've been asking myself these questions for quite a while. And after knowing my semester 1 results, my answers are NO, NO and NO. I just didn't have the flair for science related subjects. I was supposed to have "an edge" in the previous semester because all the courses that I was taking were all alevels topics. Plus I didn't take part in any hall activities, and I had only 15 AUs. I can say that I really tried my best in all the subjects.
Time and again, the results have shown that I'm not a science student. So why am I still continuing this path? Isn't it a waste of time and money? You'll just constantly disappoint the people around you. I have the urge to give up, even though it's just the beginning of semester 2. I really really really have to put in loads of extra extra effort this time round if I want to pull up my gpa. If not I would just waste 4 years getting a piece of worthless crap shit cert.
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Kinda broke down today in front of you. At times like these I feel really blessed to have you around. I feel so comfortable being around you, it's like being myself where I dont have to care about my image blah blah. Just when I needed that kind of mama-homely-reassuring hugs you're there for me. It's like you're becoming a bff where I can tell you all the random stuffs and we can talk about anything under the sun. The more things you know about a person, the more in love you are with him... =)
Hahaha okay I think I'm beginning to type stupid random stuffs. Time to sleepzzzzz.
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Nadia
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